The basic assumption is that when you get a new baby, you would work additionally hard cos you have something new. However, i have lost it totally. No motivation. Feeling down. Can't sleep. WHY WHY WHY...
Just 2 weeks ago, Hamamatsu was the thing that was keeping me going. I think Glasnov is achievable. But i have given up practicing already. I am suppose to go and teach sas today. But i am not in top form.