*________Bakkwa. A saxophone enthusiast. But has given up practicing due to one reason or another.___________*
Friday, August 22, 2008
「 dancing away 1:16 PM 」


Today is a bad day
cos i am feeling totally screwed up
Hamamatsu is still too far away to motivate me
but i know that a recording has to be done by December of the test pieces
which means that i must have 2 peaks
(i) December and (ii) August
.which may be impossible.
.that is my gut feel.
Got a new hair cut
Thought that it may make my day a wee bit better
But it failed to do so
Perhaps i woke up on the wrong side of the bed today
Thank god i was not on the floor!
But i am in a foul mood.
No mood for anything at all, not even to stone.
Everything irritates the me
Had a little bit of time to think about that issue again
so my msn nick is now
should friendship be unilateral with exceptions or bilateral in nature
do you only contact a friend only when you have problems or need help?
"a friend in need is a friend in deed" but the converse may also be true
i.e. a useless friend is not a friend
this might just be harsh reality
Perhaps i am just thinking too much
but there are just examples that i can give
it is NOT a general assumption that i am making
and i am NOT using it as a justification
It is just a second thought
..Perhaps Perhaps Perhaps..
..things might not be like what i think they are..
when a person talks too much
is one trying to ward off comments that people make about him by diverting unwanted attention
is one trying to hide his insecurities in life
is one simply saying it for the sake of doing so
attitudes change
never make a blatant assumption if you do not know anything
claiming that is is the truth
when it might just be rubbish meant for the chute
Perhaps the government should enact the friendship charter
this might be really harsh
but i wonder how they are going to put this into the form of a statute
will there be statutory requirements and residual legal capacities to fulfill?
..no one knows..
including me
bakkwa